I'm numb.. my baby brother (34 yo) od'ed last night.. I can't believe he's gone.. fuck.. can't post this on Facebook until everyone is notified but I needed somewhere to unload. With my mom now.. fuck..
I am so, so sorry, Scarlet. There are no words for such a loss, and I can't imagine how you and your mom are dealing right now. (Holy shit, how you guys have been through it...) Sending lots of love to you and your family.
Scarlet, wishing you, your mom and your family strength and sending you unconditional love and support as you process your loss and work through it. So sorry for you all.
Get people Narcan and get them to try not to use alone. We're losing too many right now. Too much fentanyl-laced high potency dope out there.
Thanks all.. I'm just totally numb and trying to process this all. Sadly I knew this was a possibility as he's struggled with this for over 10 years just doesn't make it any easier. This isn't the first time he od'ed, just the first time no one was there to call 911.. my heart aches terribly..
Impossible to process or comprehend what you and your mom and sister are going through Caryn. There really are no words that can provide comfort, but please know you are in my thoughts and prayers and heart and whatever you need please reach out. I know I'm not close by, but I sort of kind of understand from a distance, as I see the devastating aftermath left by our (former) babysitter's brother's death by heroin addiction 5 yrs ago. It never goes away. Erin (former babysitter/friend/daughter) says what helped and helps the most is knowing there are ppl who really care and are there for when she needs to talk, rant, rage, cry, laugh, scream, all of the above, etc...
Anyway, I embrace you all in my heart and especially your mom. You have all been through so much, more trauma and loss than any family should ever have to experience. I am so so so so so so very very very sorry. Holy fuck.
Caryn, condolences from NYCED as well. I guess he's not posting here but wanted you to know he is thinking of you and so sorry for what you are all going through.
Thanks everyone.. I really appreciate all of your love and kind words. I'm just in shock and trying to make sense of this.. the hole in my heart is even bigger.. half of my family is gone..
It doesn't seem that it can make sense. It only is. And it stinks and it's shitty and you and your mom must be completely undone. Can she even stand up or breathe?
I'm so sorry for your loss. Just went through this with my best friend's son 25yrs old. There are no words to console. Wishing you healing vibes and peace.
Oh beautiful, sweet Scarlet! I am so very, very sorry. My breath stopped when I read your words and my heart deeply aches for you and your Momma. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.
I hope you can feel my arms around you, holding you tight.
((((((Scarlet))))))) I am sooooo sorry for your loss. Something needs to be done to keep this monster from consuming our loved ones. Sending lots of love and light to you and your family.
Oh Scarlet, my heart breaks for you and your family. I wish I had some comforting words, but we all know nothing eases this horrible heartache you all are going through.
Thanks everyone.. yesterday was the first scattering of his ashes (where we scattered/buried dad).. it became real. It feels like it's worse than when we lost my dad.. part of my brother died with him, he never got over my dad.. they are together now.. we sent white roses down the river with white lilies at the end (white lilies symbolize the departed returning to innocence)... my heart is broken..
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: ParadiseWaits Dise
on Sunday, May 28, 2017 – 10:56 pm
Oh honey. I wish I could give
Oh honey. I wish I could give you a huge hug right now.
You have been through way more than your share of heartbreak that's beyond your control. I wish I could make it stop.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: treat island judit
on Sunday, May 28, 2017 – 10:58 pm
Oh, dear Scarlet, so painful.
Oh, dear Scarlet, so painful.
Fuck is right! How do you even process that? So much love to you and your mom. I'm so sorry.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Stella the flipper Stelflip
on Sunday, May 28, 2017 – 10:58 pm
I'm so sorry. My older
I'm so sorry. My older brother passed away one year ago today, very unexpectedly. Just hang onto the good times. Rest In Peace little brother.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Froggy Frogpajamas
on Sunday, May 28, 2017 – 11:04 pm
I am so, so sorry, Scarlet.
I am so, so sorry, Scarlet. There are no words for such a loss, and I can't imagine how you and your mom are dealing right now. (Holy shit, how you guys have been through it...) Sending lots of love to you and your family.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: cb shuffle
on Sunday, May 28, 2017 – 11:15 pm
So very sorry.
So very sorry.
Peace to you and your family.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: comic book colors on a violin river... Cumberlyn
on Sunday, May 28, 2017 – 11:18 pm
So Sorry Caryn, Sending you
So Sorry Caryn, Sending you all my Love right now
. If you need anything ...let me know, anything !
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Fly Fly
on Sunday, May 28, 2017 – 11:19 pm
That is terribly sad. It is
That is terribly sad. It is such a health crisis. Fuck Heroin indeed. So sorry for you and your family.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Johnny D skudebro
on Sunday, May 28, 2017 – 11:27 pm
(((LOVE)))
(((LOVE)))
So sorry that this happened.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: MarkD ntfdaway
on Sunday, May 28, 2017 – 11:54 pm
So sorry for your loss
So sorry for your loss Scarlet.
I remember your pain as heroin took my baby brother several yrs ago.
FUCK HEROIN!!!
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Philzone Refugee Herbal Dave
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 12:11 am
Scarlet, wishing you, your
Scarlet, wishing you, your mom and your family strength and sending you unconditional love and support as you process your loss and work through it. So sorry for you all.
Get people Narcan and get them to try not to use alone. We're losing too many right now. Too much fentanyl-laced high potency dope out there.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Scarlet Fire
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 12:17 am
Thanks all.. I'm just totally
Thanks all.. I'm just totally numb and trying to process this all. Sadly I knew this was a possibility as he's struggled with this for over 10 years just doesn't make it any easier. This isn't the first time he od'ed, just the first time no one was there to call 911.. my heart aches terribly..
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: _________ Plf9905
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 12:18 am
Fuck ALL SHIT Drugs ! You
Fuck ALL SHIT Drugs ! You Know Which Ones They ARE !!
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: St. Mark The Lion
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 12:24 am
I'm very sorry to hear this,
I'm very sorry to hear this, Scarlet.
Wishing you strength.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: hooper Hooper
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 12:33 am
Prayers for you and your
Prayers for you and your family.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: MeditateontheQ LLOLLO
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 02:19 am
My condolences for your loss.
My condolences for your loss. Acupuncture really helped me cope w/ a similar trauma in my family.
It's never easy, but there is love and light waiting for you.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Is forgiveness possible? Number 6
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 06:04 am
I have no words, just a lot
I have no words, just a lot of love for you and your family.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: B.A. Fishtown Boy
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 06:27 am
Oh,I'm very sorry to hear.
Oh,I'm very sorry to hear.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: ............. Jambone
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 06:29 am
So so sorry, Scarlet.
So so sorry, Scarlet.
Thoughts, prayers, to you and your family.
FUCK HEROIN!!!
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Highnote Stringtwang
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 09:14 am
Wow. I'm so sorry.
Wow. I'm so sorry.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: tracy usblues
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 09:19 am
My heart aches for you and
My heart aches for you and your family. Sending you love and strength.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: skyjunk fabes
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 09:20 am
Peaceand prayers for your
Peace and prayers for your Family, Scarlet
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: KK SpanJam
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 09:21 am
Really sorry for your loss.
Really sorry for your loss. Vibes and prayers on its way
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Bluelight Odysseus
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 09:25 am
Oh my God, my prayers go out
Oh my God, my prayers go out to you Scarlet. I am so sorry for your loss.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Sound and Vision 4winds
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 09:47 am
very sorry for your loss,
very sorry for your loss, Scarlet
lots of love to you and your family
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Sun so hot, clouds so low Trailhead
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 09:52 am
So sorry to hear this. Peace
So sorry to hear this. Peace and strength to you and your family.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Doc Ellis Martin Lurker
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 10:08 am
Love And Hugs and prayers for
Love And Hugs and prayers for your family ....
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: I rang a silent bell China-Rider
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 10:13 am
So sad another life lost to
So sad another life lost to this epidemic. My condolences, peace to you and your family.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: FlutterBy jlp
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 10:25 am
(((((((M))))))))
(((((((M))))))))
No words
All LOVE
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Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: jeff JR
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 10:31 am
I'll echo what evryone said
I'll echo what evryone said and add that until this is looked at as the public health crisis it is, good people will continue to die.
Also, NARCAN should be in the active vocabulary of every user and his her or family/ friends. It's a simple and cheap device that saves lives.
Peace to you and your family scarlet.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Peglet Areukind
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 10:47 am
Impossible to process or
Impossible to process or comprehend what you and your mom and sister are going through Caryn. There really are no words that can provide comfort, but please know you are in my thoughts and prayers and heart and whatever you need please reach out. I know I'm not close by, but I sort of kind of understand from a distance, as I see the devastating aftermath left by our (former) babysitter's brother's death by heroin addiction 5 yrs ago. It never goes away. Erin (former babysitter/friend/daughter) says what helped and helps the most is knowing there are ppl who really care and are there for when she needs to talk, rant, rage, cry, laugh, scream, all of the above, etc...
Anyway, I embrace you all in my heart and especially your mom. You have all been through so much, more trauma and loss than any family should ever have to experience. I am so so so so so so very very very sorry. Holy fuck.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Peglet Areukind
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 11:05 am
Caryn, condolences from NYCED
Caryn, condolences from NYCED as well. I guess he's not posting here but wanted you to know he is thinking of you and so sorry for what you are all going through.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Rory rpmfadeway
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 11:11 am
Scarlet, there are no words.
Scarlet, there are no words. I'm so very sorry. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Briank Briank
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 11:19 am
Condolences, and peace to you
Condolences, and peace to you and yours.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Def. High Surfdead
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 11:23 am
So sorry, Scarlet. There are
So sorry, Scarlet. There are no words.
Fuck heroin indeed.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Ausonius Thom2
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 11:35 am
So sorry to hear this.
So sorry to hear this. Strength to you and your family.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: bweir I like cheese jklowan
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 11:51 am
so sorry, sending you peace
so sorry, sending you peace
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: An organ grinder’s tune Turtle
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 12:12 pm
i'm so sorry. peace
i'm so sorry. peace
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Ken D. Portland_ken
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 12:31 pm
Peace to you and your family.
Peace to you and your family. So sad.
>>>>Get people Narcan and get them to try not to use alone. We're losing too many right now. Too much fentanyl-laced high potency dope out there.
Something's got to give. This tragedy is all too common.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Peglet Areukind
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 12:40 pm
Caryn, I am so so so so so
Caryn, I am so so so so so deeply sorry for your pain and your loss. I am so sorry.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: ............. Jambone
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 02:33 pm
Read this thread to my son ..
Read this thread to my son ...leaving a wknd of sober camping...
Many, many more prayers sent your way....
And love...
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: FlutterBy jlp
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 02:43 pm
Everything peg said.
Everything peg said.
And, please let us know about any memorial or funeral
I love you so much. So so so so so sad for you
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: _________ Plf9905
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 04:36 pm
Much Condolences Scarlet.....
Much Condolences Scarlet........
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: treat island judit
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 06:43 pm
Thinking of you, Scarlet
Thinking of you, Scarlet
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Jay Siobud
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 06:49 pm
Sorry to hear about this <3
Sorry to hear about this <3
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Peglet Areukind
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 07:31 pm
Love to you and your family.
Love to you and your family. Can't stop thinking bof you.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: dimethyllovebeam joe
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 07:41 pm
(((((((Scarlet and Family))))
(((((((Scarlet and Family)))))))
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Scarlet Fire
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 07:46 pm
Thanks everyone.. I really
Thanks everyone.. I really appreciate all of your love and kind words. I'm just in shock and trying to make sense of this.. the hole in my heart is even bigger.. half of my family is gone..
love you guys
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: treat island judit
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 07:49 pm
It doesn't seem that it can
It doesn't seem that it can make sense. It only is. And it stinks and it's shitty and you and your mom must be completely undone. Can she even stand up or breathe?
You are so loved from near and afar.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Peglet Areukind
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 08:13 pm
Just always has the right
Just always has the right stuff to say.
I'm so worried about you guys.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: The Eggman Sandiegohead
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 09:19 pm
That is just terrible. My
That is just terrible. My condolences to you and your family.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: jonaspond Jonas
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 10:08 pm
I am so sorry to hear this
I am so sorry to hear this Scarlet. 34 is way too young.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Bob Jamspace
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 10:29 pm
I'm so sorry for your loss.
I'm so sorry for your loss. Just went through this with my best friend's son 25yrs old. There are no words to console. Wishing you healing vibes and peace.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: FlutterBy jlp
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 10:53 pm
Love Love Love
Love
Love
Love
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: jazfish Jazfish
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 11:24 pm
No personal experiences that
No personal experiences that deep. just personal experiences period. Thinking deeply of/for you and those affected.
(((The biggest vibes your way)))
Really!
Heart Heart!!
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Ramble on Rose Merriweather Girl
on Monday, May 29, 2017 – 11:42 pm
Oh beautiful, sweet Scarlet!
Oh beautiful, sweet Scarlet! I am so very, very sorry. My breath stopped when I read your words and my heart deeply aches for you and your Momma. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.
I hope you can feel my arms around you, holding you tight.
I'm not far if you need anything!
Love will see you through.
Family is forever.
Strength and love to infinity precious girl
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Peglet Areukind
on Tuesday, May 30, 2017 – 06:58 am
Tuesday morning love.
Tuesday morning love.
Thinking of you every second of the day.
((((((HUGS AND LOVE)))))
I am so very very very deeply sorry, I can't say it enough.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: bsted mutha2k
on Tuesday, May 30, 2017 – 07:06 am
So sorry for your loss,
So sorry for your loss, Scarlet. Peace, love and strength to you and your family.........
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: FlutterBy jlp
on Tuesday, May 30, 2017 – 08:34 am
Constantly on my mind, sister
Constantly on my mind, sister
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: DRazzy comesatime
on Tuesday, May 30, 2017 – 10:53 am
((((((Scarlet))))))) I am
((((((Scarlet))))))) I am sooooo sorry for your loss. Something needs to be done to keep this monster from consuming our loved ones. Sending lots of love and light to you and your family.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Peglet Areukind
on Tuesday, May 30, 2017 – 12:16 pm
More Love.
More Love.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Scarlet Fire
on Tuesday, May 30, 2017 – 12:25 pm
Thanks all.. I appreciate and
Thanks all.. I appreciate and love you~ I wish I could wake up from this nightmare... my heart can't take anymore pain..
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Peglet Areukind
on Tuesday, May 30, 2017 – 12:44 pm
Caryn, I pray for all of you
Caryn, I pray for all of you for the strength to carry on with your lives. This is just devastating. My heart is broken for you.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: |-|/-\|_|_ Googlymoogly
on Tuesday, May 30, 2017 – 02:13 pm
My deepest condolences,
My deepest condolences, Scarlet.
Peace to you and your family.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: ............. Jambone
on Tuesday, May 30, 2017 – 02:34 pm
Tuesday prayers....((((you
Tuesday prayers....((((you and all friends, family, and loved ones))))
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Scarlet Fire
on Tuesday, May 30, 2017 – 03:19 pm
Michael
Michael
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: treat island judit
on Tuesday, May 30, 2017 – 03:51 pm
Thank you for sharing his
Thank you for sharing his beautiful smiling face, Caryn.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: That’s Nancy with the laughin’ face Nancyinthesky
on Tuesday, May 30, 2017 – 06:50 pm
Wishing you and your family
Wishing you and your family strength and healing. I can't even begin to imagine the pain.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: FlutterBy jlp
on Tuesday, May 30, 2017 – 06:59 pm
love Love LOVE
love
Love
LOVE
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: troubador EB Fox
on Tuesday, May 30, 2017 – 07:14 pm
Oh Scarlet, my heart breaks
Oh Scarlet, my heart breaks for you and your family. I wish I had some comforting words, but we all know nothing eases this horrible heartache you all are going through.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Thumbkinetic (Bluestnote)
on Tuesday, May 30, 2017 – 07:54 pm
So Sorry, Scarlet.
So Sorry, Scarlet.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Jack Fate Shakey Zimmerman
on Tuesday, May 30, 2017 – 09:15 pm
Sending prayers and
Sending prayers and condolences to you, Scarlet and to your family on this terrible and tragic loss. Strength and love.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: _________ Plf9905
on Tuesday, May 30, 2017 – 09:37 pm
Condolences again Scarlet ...
Condolences again Scarlet .......I'm sad god bless Michael family and friends
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: FlutterBy jlp
on Tuesday, May 30, 2017 – 10:20 pm
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Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: surjade Treeflo
on Tuesday, May 30, 2017 – 11:01 pm
Sad news. Sorry.
Sad news.
Sorry.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: jazfish Jazfish
on Thursday, June 1, 2017 – 01:56 am
Thanks for sharing your image
Thanks for sharing your image of, Michael. A beautiful man , for sure.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Peglet Areukind
on Thursday, June 1, 2017 – 07:47 am
Morning thoughts and prayers
Morning thoughts and prayers your way.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: wvzgstbndstdbrk Scurve
on Thursday, June 1, 2017 – 11:48 am
Deep deep sigh.....
Deep deep sigh.....
Everything changes.......nothing is lost.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: MikeyV mikeyv
on Thursday, June 1, 2017 – 12:48 pm
Terrible news. You are in my
Terrible news. You are in my thoughts. I hope your brother is at peace.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Thredkilla Fark
on Thursday, June 1, 2017 – 07:46 pm
{ { { { Heartfelt condolences
{ { { { Heartfelt condolences Scarlet to you & your Mother & family } } } }
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: treat island judit
on Tuesday, June 6, 2017 – 07:23 pm
Dear Scarlet, thinking of you
Dear Scarlet, thinking of you. Love.
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: fishcane fishcane
on Tuesday, June 6, 2017 – 08:14 pm
Scarlet, Im deeply sorry to
Scarlet, Im deeply sorry to see this news, your family is in my thoughts
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Scarlet Fire
on Wednesday, June 7, 2017 – 07:40 am
Thanks everyone.. yesterday
Thanks everyone.. yesterday was the first scattering of his ashes (where we scattered/buried dad).. it became real. It feels like it's worse than when we lost my dad.. part of my brother died with him, he never got over my dad.. they are together now.. we sent white roses down the river with white lilies at the end (white lilies symbolize the departed returning to innocence)... my heart is broken..
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: FlutterBy jlp
on Wednesday, June 7, 2017 – 08:14 pm
Sweet Scarlet
Sweet Scarlet
All
The
LOVE
Top of Page Bottom of Page PermalinkFull Name: Sless is Best Roshambo
on Thursday, June 8, 2017 – 11:33 am
Hang in there, Scarlet...
Hang in there, Scarlet... sending a big comforting hug to you.