Fuck you, Heroin!

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I'm numb.. my baby brother (34 yo) od'ed last night.. I can't believe he's gone.. fuck.. can't post this on Facebook until everyone is notified but I needed somewhere to unload. With my mom now.. fuck..

Oh honey. I wish I could give you a huge hug right now. broken heart

You have been through way more than your share of heartbreak that's beyond your control. I wish I could make it stop.

 

Oh, dear Scarlet, so painful.

Fuck is right! How do you even process that? So much love to you and your mom. I'm so sorry.

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I'm so sorry.  My older brother passed away one year ago today, very unexpectedly.  Just hang onto the good times.  Rest In Peace little brother.

I am so, so sorry, Scarlet. There are no words for such a loss, and I can't imagine how you and your mom are dealing right now. (Holy shit, how you guys have been through it...) Sending lots of love to you and your family.

So very sorry.

Peace to you and your family.

So Sorry Caryn, Sending you all my Love right now heart.   If you need anything ...let me know, anything !

 

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That is terribly sad.  It is such a health crisis. Fuck Heroin indeed.  So sorry for you and your family.

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So sorry that this happened.

So sorry for your loss Scarlet.

I remember your pain as heroin took my baby brother several yrs ago.

FUCK HEROIN!!!

Scarlet, wishing you, your mom and your family strength and sending you unconditional love and support as you process your loss and work through it.  So sorry for you all.

 

Get people Narcan and get them to try not to use alone.  We're losing too many right now.  Too much fentanyl-laced high potency dope out there.  

Thanks all.. I'm just totally numb and trying to process this all. Sadly I knew this was a possibility as he's struggled with this for over 10 years just doesn't make it any easier. This isn't the first time he od'ed, just the first time no one was there to call 911.. my heart aches terribly..

Fuck ALL SHIT Drugs ! You Know Which Ones They ARE !!

I'm very sorry to hear this, Scarlet. 

Wishing you strength.

Prayers for you and your family.

 

My condolences for your loss. Acupuncture really helped me cope w/ a similar trauma in my family.

It's never easy, but there is love and light waiting for you.

I have no words, just a lot of love for you and your family.

Oh,I'm very sorry to hear. 

So so sorry, Scarlet.

 

Thoughts, prayers, to you and your family.

 

FUCK HEROIN!!!

Wow. I'm so sorry. 

My heart aches for you and your family.  Sending you love and strength.

Peace and prayers for your Family, Scarlet

Really sorry for your loss.  Vibes and prayers on its way

Oh my God, my prayers go out to you Scarlet. I am so sorry for your loss.

very sorry for your loss, Scarlet

lots of love to you and your family

So sorry to hear this.  Peace and strength to you and your family.

Love And Hugs and prayers for your family ....

So sad another life lost to this epidemic.  My condolences, peace to you and your family. 

(((((((M))))))))

 

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I'll echo what evryone said and add that until this is looked at as the public health crisis it is, good people will continue to die.  

 

Also,  NARCAN should be in the active vocabulary of every user and his her or family/ friends.  It's a simple and cheap device that saves lives.

 

Peace to you and your family scarlet. 

 

Impossible to process or comprehend what you and your mom and sister are going through Caryn. There really are no words that can provide comfort, but please know you are in my thoughts and prayers and heart and whatever you need please reach out.  I know I'm not close by, but I sort of kind of understand from a distance, as I see the devastating aftermath left by our (former) babysitter's brother's death by heroin addiction 5 yrs ago.  It never goes away.  Erin (former babysitter/friend/daughter)  says what helped and helps the most is knowing there are ppl who really care and are there for when she needs to talk, rant, rage, cry, laugh, scream, all of the above, etc...

 

Anyway, I embrace you all in my heart and especially your mom.  You have all been through so much, more trauma and loss than any family should ever have to experience.  I am so so so so so so very very very sorry.    Holy fuck. 

Caryn, condolences from NYCED as well.  I guess he's not posting here but wanted you to know he is thinking of you and so sorry for what you are all going through. 

Scarlet, there are no words.  I'm so very sorry.   Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.  

Condolences, and peace to you and yours.

So sorry, Scarlet. There are no words.

Fuck heroin indeed.

So sorry to hear this.  Strength to you and your family.

so sorry, sending you peace

 

i'm so sorry. peace

Peace to you and your family.  So sad.

>>>>Get people Narcan and get them to try not to use alone.  We're losing too many right now.  Too much fentanyl-laced high potency dope out there.  

Something's got to give.  This tragedy is all too common. 

Caryn, I am so so so so so deeply sorry for your pain and your loss.  I am so sorry.

Read this thread to my son ...leaving a wknd of sober camping...

 

Many, many more prayers sent your way....

 

And love...

 

 

Everything peg said. 

And, please let us know about any memorial or funeral

I love you so much. So so so so so sad for you

Much Condolences Scarlet........

Thinking of you, Scarlet

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Sorry to hear about this <3

Love to you and your family.  Can't stop thinking bof you. 

(((((((Scarlet and Family)))))))

Thanks everyone..  I really appreciate all of your love and kind words. I'm just in shock and trying to make sense of this.. the hole in my heart is even bigger.. half of my family is gone..

love you guys

It doesn't seem that it can make sense. It only is. And it stinks and it's shitty and you and your mom must be completely undone. Can she even stand up or breathe?

You are so loved from near and afar.

Just always has the right stuff to say.  

I'm so worried about you guys.

That is just terrible. My condolences to you and your family. 

I am so sorry to hear this Scarlet.  34 is way too young.  

I'm so sorry for your loss. Just went through this with my best friend's son 25yrs old. There are no words to console. Wishing you healing vibes and peace. 

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No personal experiences that deep. just personal experiences period. Thinking deeply of/for  you and those affected.

 

(((The biggest vibes your way)))

 

Really!

 

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Oh beautiful, sweet Scarlet! I am so very, very sorry. My breath stopped when I read your words and my heart deeply aches for you and your Momma. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

 

I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.

 

I hope you can feel my arms around you, holding you tight. 

 

I'm not far if you need anything!

 

Love will see you through.

 

Family is forever. 

 

Strength and love to infinity precious girl

 

 

Tuesday morning love.

Thinking of you every second of the day.

((((((HUGS AND LOVE)))))

 

I am so very very very deeply sorry, I can't say it enough. 

 

So sorry for your loss, Scarlet. Peace, love and strength to you and your family.........

Constantly on my mind, sister

((((((Scarlet))))))) I am sooooo sorry for your loss. Something needs to be done to keep this monster from consuming our loved ones. Sending lots of love and light to you and your family.

More Love.

Thanks all.. I appreciate and love you~ I wish I could wake up from this nightmare... my heart can't take anymore pain..

Caryn, I pray for all of you for the strength to carry on with your lives.  This is just devastating.  My heart is broken for you. 

My deepest condolences, Scarlet.

Peace to you and your family.

Tuesday prayers....((((you and all friends, family, and loved ones))))

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Michael

Thank you for sharing his beautiful smiling face, Caryn.

Wishing you and your family strength and healing. I can't even begin to imagine the pain. 

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Oh Scarlet, my heart breaks for you and your family. I wish I had some comforting words, but we all know nothing eases this horrible heartache you all are going through. 

So Sorry, Scarlet.

Sending prayers and condolences to you, Scarlet and to your family on this terrible and tragic loss. Strength and love.

Condolences again Scarlet .......I'm sad  god bless Michael family and friends

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Sad news.

Sorry.

Thanks for sharing your image of, Michael. A beautiful man , for sure.

Morning thoughts and prayers your way. 

Deep deep sigh.....

Everything changes.......nothing is lost. 

Terrible news.  You are in my thoughts.  I hope your brother is at peace.

{ { { { Heartfelt condolences Scarlet to you & your Mother & family } } } }

Dear Scarlet, thinking of you. Love.

 

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Scarlet, Im deeply sorry to see this news, your family is in my thoughts

Thanks everyone.. yesterday was the first scattering of his ashes (where we scattered/buried dad).. it became real. It feels like it's worse than when we lost my dad.. part of my brother died with him, he never got over my dad.. they are together now.. we sent white roses down the river with white lilies at the end (white lilies symbolize the departed returning to innocence)... my heart is broken..

 

Sweet Scarlet

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Hang in there, Scarlet... sending a big comforting hug to you.